Haven't been posting as of late because I don't have much to say. Actually -- I've been on a bit of a downer trip for the past month of so. It's frightening when friends notice it in instant messages.
I was talking to Keidra last night via IM, and she made the observation that I'm not sounding like my usual hypercaffinated, sociopathic, angry, funny self. I don't know if it's something like seasonal affective disorder, but my internal clock feels like it's running ssssssslllloooooooowwwwwwwllllllllyyyyyy. It's like sounds are muted, colors aren't as vibrant and all I can think about is sleeping, eating comfort food (I've been making a lot of stews and soups lately -- I think I'm turning into a hobbit) and moping around the house. Even video games don't hold the same appeal anymore (which is sick, since I'm a die-hard City of Heroes addict). Things haven't been as bright as before.
Admittedly work's been weird. I'm not doing my usual thing and the current thing (covering until we hire a new person) is a lot of administrative junk and not my usual stuff. It's mind-numbing in a way that isn't very good. I feel restless and tired at the same time and right now it's just irritating.
The good news is that we have hired someone to take over that spot so I won't be in this for long. The bad news is that it may take three weeks or so until they get here. *sigh*
What's aggravating is knowing that I don't feel like writing now. I don't have anything witty to say. The most I can think of at times is, "Blearg. I'm tired. Want sleep. Hey look. Stew."